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Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
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Monday, October 11th, 2004
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this one seems dead...dunno if I'm continue with it.
start somthing new...I'll popp in and say Hi on this one from time to time.
but I'll prolly start a new one.
Ill add you if I love ya.
*hugs*
New journal-ness...♥
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _mint_tea
add me if I add you.
much love,
-Gabby-
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Saturday, October 9th, 2004
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Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
April
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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Aries - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.
Your negative traits:
You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to reget it later.
You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.
Your ideal partner:
A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.
Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.
Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.
Your dating style:
Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.
Your seduction style:
Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.
Tips for the future:
Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.
Best place to meet someone online:
Match.com - honest and straightforward profiles, just how you like them!
Best color to attract mate: Red
Best day for a date: Tuesday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
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was bored...very bored...sooo Boom!
pretty sesshoumaru-sama layout! I used the lovely Sesshoumaru fan art created by tsula
weeeeeeeee!! yay!!!!!!!!!!
Lorena got my letter i sent to her!! yay! glad you liked the pictures!!
I'll send more later ok!! I need to get more stamps! :)
I'll write a longer letter next time! :D
I'm thinking of adding blue to my hair...but I'm not sure.
I finally getting my own car! I was one that was for sale down the street. I'm
calling them tomorrow to ask about it! hopefully It won't be too much! :)
hmmm...busy saving up for my New Orleans trip next year!! can't decided if I should
drive there or just buy a plane ticket...I'm afraid to fly. :/
damn planes!! lol!!!
ok well...gotta go!! byebye for now.
♥
-Gabby-
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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was surfing around Atomfilms.com and came across this little bit of animated violence!!
Total ownage bitches!!!!!!!! watch it!!!!!!
http://atomfilms.shockwave.com/landing/landingIndex.jsp?id=madness_apotheosis&mature=accept
go there...click the link...go ahead....do it!!!!
and Enjoy!!! XD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
short post, yayness!! more later!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, now I got shopping, cleaning, writing, downloading(horray for fucking media piracy!! arrrg!!!) and reading to do!!! byebye for now!!!
Love you all! XD
♥
-Gabby-
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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It seems this was such a heavy day...the kinda of day that just drags, like breath on a half spent cigarette that you didn't even want in the first place.
everything just weights down, bending, breaking...collapsing downward onto my head.
I can't feel bright today...nothing shines with the preferred light that my eyes seek...nothing reflects the projections I put up and try to showcase...to make my life make sense.
I cannot seem to keep my eyes dry...it just keeps coming, falling like the rain last Thursday.
Gray, heavy, Chaotic...wistful thinking in every drop that lands lifeless, upon the quivering arm propping up my lame chin.
Shuttering , thrashing about..does nothing to sway the cries escaping these weak and faulting lips.
damnit it all...damn the reason.
why do humans have to feel so much? feel anything at all?
emotions just seem to be the tools we use to torture ourselves and others with...every second ticking away slowly, counting away...to what?
a future? and end? we'll all die out eventually...no one will write down our words, keep them safely tucked away in a file folder.
no one will transcribe the actions of our past...and re-invent them into new art forms for a new generation to see.
I still sit here and wait...counting days, numbers, hours...flicking at curtains that hang loosely around my window.
I miss you so much. and I flinch...realizing how infantile that sounds.
Just saying it, those simple, childish words...with every bit of my honesty poured into them.
I miss you more then anything I have ever known...and it scares me.
To think, That I, could fall so fast, so easly, so quickly...to have you so far away,to still hold on,
and wait.
For me, how could this be? such a possiblity...I have embraced...somthing I've always wanted.
I Still count them,the days I need to stumble through, the clock on the wall reads... "so many months to go".
This is so hard..., my hands running over the table, feeling the cracks, thinking of the age, it has no written story, yet here it its.
I know I can do this...waiting, thinking,and all that damn counting.
I wish we didn't need emotions to have our story played out...but here we have them, beating with every deep, breath we take. Telling us to keep going. Torturing us to still hold on. and I will.
♥
I miss Him. but I will see him...soon enough. I just have to wait.
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FUCK I WRITE NONSENSE...somthing has Hijacked my brain...damn.
-Gabby-
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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The weather today was flat out Insane.
Heavy rains, hail...fucking floods!!!
I swear there were rocks, mud and this think sludge just sliding
down the street.
I heard a few ambulaces driving down the block...I hope no one got badly hurt.
I was freaked out...kinda.
I mean, I love the rain...but high speed winds are just unsettling to me.
I just curled up with a blanket and watched lord of the rings on T.V.
and a warm cup of mint tea.
My friends show got cancled...apparently Moontime has canceled all shows...due to the fact that they'll
be closing.
that sucks! I was suppose to go out with a group of friends and the fuckin show is canceled.
damnit!!
oh well...just have to plan somthing else later.
hmmm...getting paid on Friday...hell yes!!!!! XD
looking forward to hanging out with April on Sunday! yay!!!
and doing some early X-mas shopping.
Extra note: He got to Uni in London safely!! thats a relief! :)
He got there on Sunday...around 11:30-ish. He spent most of his day sorting his affects, setting up his dorm room and going to orientation. He said he's happy with this new found freedom, but he feels alittle lost, lonely.
I miss him.
♥
-Gabby-
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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another graceful, overcast, rainy day!!
god,I love it.
:)
ok...well now off you the movies with april!! *joy joy joy*
gonna go see that Exorsist movie..."the beginning." so we'll see if thats any good.
love you all!!
*HUGS*
He's at Uni in london now...I miss him...but I'll wait. :)
♥
-Gabby-
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
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Lost in a mind...spinning with a torrent of thoughts...I can't think straight.
a tasteful day...a day of conversations laced with key strokes.
Its starting to progress smoothly, surely...I have a faith in this leap...I shall now take.
no more backwards steps...nothing to twist around my legs and bind me down.
nothing to chain up my new born heart tempo, melodic and pure...the shutters of a tender possibility.
He'll be light hearted on saturday...careless and laugh so lightly,
He'll be oh so nervous on sunday...a new change...no longer a child in a safe house.
He is moving. onward...and he'll be waiting, counting hours on his hands, pointing out...he'll miss me.
making sure to lace his fingers over hand and hand...I want to keep you for myself.
graceful and sure...those words will come to and from his slightly shivering, grinning lips...
a light smirk of certainty..."I will see you soon"...I need your words...typed out with sure,
securely placed meaning, purpose in every sentence...but never becoming worn out.
I love you means..."I love you." your eyes hold a grace...your face is all I know.
These things are important...known...and taken into a tightly closed palm...kept safe from greedy eyes.
I'll wait.
He's traveling again...off to London this time.
Permanent.
so...Permanent....
I miss him....
All I ask is wait
♥
-Gabby-
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Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
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hmm..I haven't really written in my journal...I've just been filling out
surveys, and taking quizes, just to have somthing to post.
I had such a lack of words. a verbal turn off switch got flick the wrong way.
I had nothing to say...no meaning in the words I tried to force myself to type.
It was a life as if I was gramtically gagged and bound.
Things in life seems to be picking up and moving in an alternate direction.
and that is a good thing.
and real thing...and honest thing.
but I had no way of explaining it. So...to fill that void in my neglected journal...I posted those stale quizes...to pass an unproductive scribing day..with out wordful nonsense. just a fill in the blank, step one, step two.
click here for your results...a statistical respons...and nothing more.
but things are picking up. things are moving on.
I miss a few...I've lost a few...I hardly know a few...but I am still heading on forward. and typing again. does this mean anything?
does this entry make sense? was is written with purpose, meaning, and some kinda of stucture...can it be outlined as i am?
I feel ok, not numb, not dead, not worn thin... as a few had made me feel so many times before. that is not now.
I'm doing good, reason and results are comming into view....a point in me, for me is underlined...and I embrace it. I am good. I am here.
Things are good.
I miss many of you...and pray for a few...and other...well...are others.
I love you. all.
This was a purposeful entry. stable ground under foot, steady heart beats collide into one another...so many people here and there. and I progress onwards...evolved...nievity and dreams fall short and I step over the shattered pieces. no matter.
things are picking up...things are moving on.
I might make no sense...but thats that.
I love you.
&hearts,
-Gabby-
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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Friday, September 17th, 2004
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You are Raven! You have a dark personality and seem
nearly emotionless. But when your friends need
you, you are always there to help. By far the
coolest character, you have psychic abilities
that could kick anyones arse and you can fly!
Go you!
What Teen Titans Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
coolness!!! :D
♥
-Gabby-
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Thursday, September 16th, 2004
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one last minute post...
This is the coolest fucking fan-art I've ever seen in my life... XD
Trent Reznor in the "DEEP" video!!
I fuckin love it!!!! :]
weeeeeeeee!!!
♥
-Gabby-
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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He's is back.
he is safe.
my heart can rest its violent attack upon my rib cage.
My head can stop throbbing from wondering, worrying... pondering the where abouts of his
darling countenance.
his heart returned from greece last sunday.
He mind set on one thing...me.
Those first words, tender and endearing in every possible fragmented cyllable escaping his lips...
"I've missed you."
He's back. he is safe. and I am happy.
♥
-Gabby-
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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
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Friday, September 10th, 2004
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| Subject: | 我 是這樣幸福的 |
| Time: | 2:25 am. |
| Mood: |  bouncy. | | Music: | Dir En Grey-Cage : Dir En Grey- Umbrella. |
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going to Utep all day...to get info for class in spring 05!! yay!!!!!!
my sis wants me to hang out for MINERPALOOZA...So I'll be there for awhile.
and the best part is...
I'm going to go see....
RESIDENT EVIL 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hell yes!!!!!!!! XD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!! :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I need to call heidi to plan it...hopefully the late showing...but we'll see.
anyways,
stayed up and talked with Heidi, and Missy on Yahoo, about girl bands, Jello, whores, SF and alot of other stuff!! it was fun!!!!!!! wooooooooo! I love ya Missy and Heidi!! I'll pray for your uncle ok! *HUGS*
and I walked with Jaime for alittle bit on AOL, about weird conversations, t.v., Comedy central, getting stalked by some really scary homeless looking guy after I bought egg rolls DR.pepper and a pint of ice cream...i think the guy wanted the food. lol!! and how I need to get up off my ass and do somthing with my life.
WORK OR SCHOOL...THOSE ARE MY OPTIONS. LOL!!! ^_____^ Jaime kicks ass! :)
"I can rock out an electic triangle!" lol
Now, I'm listening to Dir en Grey and Malice Mizer!! yay J-rock love!!!
PLC finally updated their web site!! NEW COSTUMES!!! Yura-sama, Lida and Seek look awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!! NARUTO!!!!!!!!! ^__^ *joy!!!!*
gotta go for now!! I have to get up at 6:00 in the morning and its already 2:35am!! NEED SLEEP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
love you all!!
I'm feel great today!!!!! hehehe!!!!!
( die love )
♥
-Gabby-
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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Like a cat dragged in from the rain
Who goes straight back out and do it all over again
I'll be back for more
Something that is out of our hands
Something we will never understand
It's a hidden law
The apple falls
Destiny calls
I follow you
Like a pawn on the eternal board
Who's never quite sure what he's moved towards
I walk blindly on
And heaven is in front of me
Your heaven beckons me enticingly
When I arrive it's gone
The river flows
The wise man knows
I follow you
I'm yearning I'm burning
I feel love's wheels turning
Like a moth on love's bright light
I will get burned each and every night
I'm dying to
The sun will shine
The bottom line
I follow you
I'm yearning I'm burning
I feel love's wheels turning
Like a moth on love's bright light
I will get burned each and every night
I'm dying to(o)
The sun will shine
The bottom line
I follow you
The sun will shine
The bottom line
I follow you
~"The bottom line"- Dave Gahan & Martin Gore~
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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He's in Greece...till sunday.
In Greece for this whole week.
He is away.
He is always away...but this is different.
Gone for this whole damn week.
i was suppose to call him...before he boarded the jet plane.
damnit, the lines never connected...dialed numbers slipped all to short.
I've been set onpause for the moment...and wait here for those days to
quietly, breathlessly, pass.
I'm am not counting.
I am just waiting.
He's gone to Greece for this week.
and I miss him.
♥
-Gabby-
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pensive.
i'll be waiting.
restless.
anxious.